I'm learning that my process for writing fiction is much different than my creative nonfiction. With memoir, you know the story already. You may not be 100% sure who you will tell this story, but you lived it so you know it intimately.
I'm finding that writing fiction mainly looks like this: me, staring out my window, pen in hand, thinking. What am I thinking about? The story, of course!
I am learning now more than ever what my teachers have been saying - it's all about the story! The writing has pretty much fallen away at this point. This journey is no longer about being a good writer. It's about telling a good story. As my teacher says - you can write pretty sentences all day. But those are useless if you are not putting them in service of the story.
Sometimes, knowing the story means writing to figure it out, following the story down sandy paths or chasing after the story through a wild jungle. You must go wherever the story takes you, even (especially) if it takes you somewhere unexpected.
I am also finding that fiction looks like this. Let's say you've spent all afternoon raking leaves into neat piles. You're nearly done with the job when, all of a sudden, a strong gust of wind sweeps across your yard, sending thousands of leaves flying. All of your hard work, undone in one fell swoop.
What can you do but pick the leaves back up again? And along the way, you will put leaves together that you never thought to bring together before. You will see things in a different way. You will make new connections, draw new formations. Re-envision your story. Same parts, perhaps from a new angle.
You can only write from a place of truth. Even fiction must be born from an essential truth. What is at stake for you, the writer? What emotion are you writing to explore? What question within you are you seeking to answer?